{BLOG TOUR REVIEW} TOXIC SECRETS by Jill Patten + Giveaway
~Synopsis~
Seventeen year old Courtney Peterson always thought her future would consist of marrying her high-school sweetheart, becoming a stay-at-home mom, and living a happily ever after. All that changes when she finds out the boy who stole her heart three years ago resorts to cheating. Ending that relationship will be harder than she could imagine, but she is determined to move on, agreeing to go on a blind date with the older and cryptic Jaxon.
Jaxon Vaughn blazes into town for a short visit, taking steps down a new path in life. After facing unexpected tragedies at a young age and turning to self-destruction, he aches to redeem himself by opening a bar in his grandmother’s hometown. It is there he meets the pure and soulful Courtney, whom awakens the guilt that dejectedly haunts him.
Distance and circumstances may separate them, but they are unable to ignore the chemistry that draws them together. Can their relationship survive, or will it be shattered by clingy exes, mysterious phantoms from the past and unforeseen misfortunes?
~Excerpt~
Phillip took one final step closer. “Just give me one more chance, please? I’m begging you, and you know I never beg.” He was starting to freak me out, displaying a new personality I’d never met before. I’d thought my introductions had been made with all of them by now.
“And if you go on one of you crazy rampages, then what? I’m supposed to forgive you again? I can’t keep going through this vicious cycle, Phillip.” I suddenly noticed he had slyly made his way into my house. Standing firmly by the door, I wasn’t about to let him in any further.
~My Review~
" I believe in pure honesty. Sugar coating the truth only results in heartache later. So, as a fair warning, if you don't want the God-to-honest truth about something, don't ask me."
To be honest Toxic Secrets wasn't what I was expecting. I figured it would be exactly as the synopsis entails, however there is more to it. Which is a good thing, I wasn't quite sure I was going to like it.
Courtney works at the movie theater and had just broken up with her boyfriend of 3.5 years because she caught him cheating. There is always more, he was also abusive (mentally and physically) He didn't punch her or anything, but he would leave bruises on her and she was scared shitless to do anything. I know how that is all too well. The feeling of having to walk on egg shells because your worried of setting off the next attack. My ex would flip out on me for no reason at all, I guess just to put me down to make him feel better. He cheated on me several times. So to hear Courtney dealt with the same thing it made me feel more connected with her. Although when I left my ex I felt Free I didn't love him anymore, that love was long gone. I just felt I HAD to stay. The moment I cut those strings because I found a REAL MAN all was better in my life. Sure I had the low self esteem and worried my now husband would cheat on me too. It's always hard to start a new relationship when you have such evil hovering over you from your last relationship.
" I hope that fucking Jason guy in a mask comes looking for you!" she shrieked. She walked up the steps, turned around again before opening the door. " And I hope you freeze your fat ass off too!" she yelled even louder."
Courtney has 2 pretty AH-MAZING friends!!! Kendra and Reed who is Kendra's boyfriend. They knew about Phillip and believe me Reed wanted to beat the living shit out of him for the longest time. Kendra and Reed want nothing more than for Courtney to be happy and find a good guy to date. So Reed thinks it would be great to set her up on a blind date with his family member Jaxon. Courtney doesn't want anything to do with it, but eventually agrees to go. She is terrified the whole time about what Phillip will think. I understand Courtney went through some shit with Phillip, yet the way she is still acting while they are broken up is pretty annoying.
" Oh. My. Gosh! Slap a straightjacket on me and call me Charles Manson! I do not believe what my eyes are seeing."
The blind date consisted of them going to a party and dancing. Courtney loves to dance! Shake that big ole ass of hers. Lol. She's super nervous about meeting Jaxon so she drinks, which she doesn't normally do. She gets drunk and Jaxon takes care of her. They share a moment at Reed's house, but Jaxon stops it from happening. They end up going out to lunch and have kinda a double date with Reed and Kendra yet again. While at lunch she runs into her ex's parents. She knew it was going to stir up trouble with her crazy ex! While working her ex shows up and starts groping her and making her go crazy herself. She ends up having a panic attack, a MAJOR one and Phillip actually takes care of her along with Jaxon of course. She decides it's time to put distance between them all. Will distance keep Phillip from going crazy?? Will distance actually keep whatever it is her and Jaxon having going on at bay?? You'll have to read to find out.
This book is a good read. :) So if you need a weekend read, I recommend you read this one. I can't wait to read the rest of their story.
I rate Toxic Secrets 4 out of 5 stars.
" I was sick and tired of my age becoming the root of my rejection."
" I had a hard time going to sleep last night. I couldn't stop thinking about me and you and what our future holds for us. I'm a difficult person, Courtney. I'm dark inside. My heart is black, and my soul is empty. I'm telling you this because i'm falling for you. Hard. When I got upset last night, it wasn't because of you, it was because of me."
~Dream Casting~
~Interview with Jaxon Vaughn~
After a bit of persuasion, I finally talked Jaxon into taking a little time off from his busy schedule to do this interview. I wish you ladies could see him as he waltzed in with gray shorts, a black wife beater and black vans. Even though he’s a bit young for me and we’ve developed a close friendship, I still find him panty-melting hot. Shew! Now I know how Courtney feels.
Me – “Hi Jaxon, I’m so glad you agreed to meet for an interview. I know things have been a bit crazy for you lately.”
Jaxon – He grins a big closed mouth smile, displaying his deep and delicious dimples.
Me – “A few friends of mine wanted to ask a few questions so I’ll start with theirs first. Do you believe in love at first sight?”
Jaxon – He narrows his eyes at me. “Is that a trick question?” He rubs the scruff on his face, staring at me, waiting for me to answer.
Me – I laugh nervously. “I’m not the one being interviewed here, but okay, I’ll move on. Are you a one woman man?”
Jaxon – “Next,” he deadpanned without even looking at me.
Me – Wow! The temperature in the room dropped about fifteen degrees. “Have you ever considered any other piercings?”
Jaxon – “No. Courtney pierced my heart, so anything else now will never matter.”
Me – I decided to skip the next question about him and Courtney’s future plans. Instead, I opted for one I knew he would jump all over. “So, I hear you have a restored ’72 Chevy truck, is that right?”
Jaxon – His lips spread out over his face as if he was a kid opening up his most wanted gift on Christmas. Chuckling, he replied, “Oh yes! That’s my baby, my black stallion. She belonged to my grampa. After my grampa died, my gramma kept her for me to drive as soon as I turned sixteen. I took care of her over the years and polished her to perfection so she would be ready once I got my license. She’s sort of attached to me now. She gets very jealous over other girls.”
Me – “Haha! So I’ve heard. Does anyone ever get to take a ride with her?”
Jaxon – “Of course! As long as she doesn’t feel threatened, she’s okay with it. You wanna go?” He asked, his thumb pointing in the direction of the door.
Me – I’m utterly baffled. “Hell yeah, I want to go for a ride.”
Jaxon – “Well c’mon! This interview blows anyway. I’ll show you what a good time really is,” he laughed, his eyes looking at me all seductive-like.
Me – No way was he flirting with me. I’m gushing inside right now. He doesn’t know it yet, but I’m gonna make sure we make a full day out of this. See ya! I got a hot guy that needs an older woman’s attention.
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~About Author Jill Patten~
Jill Patten was born a Yankee, but raised a southerner. She lives in the small town of Mayberry, North Carolina which was made famous by a popular TV show back in the sixties. (Maybe there will one day be a statue of her at the end of Main Street. Ha! A girl can dream, right?)
Jill has always loved to read, even during reading labs in middle school for reading comprehension. Judy Blume was her first author she hero-worshipped, maturing to revere the works of Stephen King. With all the fantastic authors today, she simply cannot choose a favorite. Her taste is very eclectic and she loves almost all genres. When she's not captivated by her fictional characters, she spends time with her sweet husband and two beautiful children.
Music is her muse. Jill also loves elephants, sarcasm, and anything made with sugar, especially sweet tea. She enjoys all things rude and crude and laughs at stuff she probably shouldn't. She has been accused of being bossy a time or two, but doesn't really see it herself.
All in all, Jill is just a small town girl in this great big world trying to enable your book addiction.
Oh, and if you read her book, please leave her a review - good or bad, she'll love you forever.
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